Vikram

Wen u r weak, wen u ill, u see the things which u r not suppose to..last night I had a xp, it was all sparkles’ around me, could see the creatures’ was three in number…would narrate them as creature coz I can’t address them as human, could not figure it out was this the last thing I was gazing at…the world was coming down over me, everything was so quick and could translucently see all my sins..and realized have never evr gave a second thought of working things right, only with a wish in ma mind “let me live a life more, work things out and make ppl happy…give me another try..pleading plzzzz god” I realize, was off to sleep the other moment..next morning I woke in my very own style..grabbing a bottle of water in ma hand and moving towards balcony, it was a breezeway from my room towards balcony..everything seems to be big enough even from the fifth floor, but i was equivalently small rather..that was the time I thank the all mighty god for providing me with new quantum of energy to r...

. .. ... sometimes i sit down and realize how far i had come and seemingly falling...i look all around me while kept staring and realized that wasn't a feeling as good, bad or otherwise...i kept drifting back waiting for her to show up once but i was not even half way right. I was walking around a land which had to be a graveyard, miles and acres the dead silence, question erupting out of my brain..IF I LEFT THIS ALL BHIND, CULD i GET HER OFF MA MIND..yes, despite this realization, i still fight back every day..move out with frndz but still i dnt need ma frdz to pour out ma grif, jst need a ans to..IF I LEFT THIS ALL BHIND, CULD i GET HER OFF MA MIND..i wuld work late night at office, love my home in the same praportion but want to keep self-occupied coz searching for an unanswered..IF I LEFT THIS ALL BHIND, CULD i GET HER OFF MA MIND..i travel evry weekend to leave the pain behind but drive's out negative emotion with a eco of a sound..IF I LEFT THIS ALL BHIND, CULD i GET HER ...

What is that feeling deep inside my stomach when i think about you…in the crowd of hundreds why my eyes every time stop’s on you, and I wonder if you see me at all anymore…Every 2 min I see my mobile to see whether you text me or did even my message got delivered…When I talked to you, hours seems to be minutes and minutes seems to be seconds…this is what makes me sense more happy and content.. The thing’s you do the things you like Makes me happy before I realize The clock goes around and the time get’s sad Don’t ever wait for the things you never had Then I realize itz a world of fiction, you dnt need to strive hard for the things and if u do then the things are not meant for you… Now it’s time to regain my strength, apply what I huv learned from ma xp and get ready for sumthing new..sumthing better...wase bhi “jab tak aanth aacha nahi ho samaj lo vo aanth nahi :P :P”