IF I LEFT THIS ALL BHIND, CULD i EVR EVR GET HER OFF MA MIND!!

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sometimes i sit down and realize how far i had come and seemingly falling...i look all around me while kept staring and realized that wasn't a feeling as good, bad or otherwise...i kept drifting back waiting for her to show up once but i was not even half way right. I was walking around a land which had to be a graveyard, miles and acres the dead silence, question erupting out of my brain..IF I LEFT THIS ALL BHIND, CULD i GET HER OFF MA MIND..yes, despite this realization, i still fight back every day..move out with frndz but still i dnt need ma frdz to pour out ma grif, jst need a ans to..IF I LEFT THIS ALL BHIND, CULD i GET HER OFF MA MIND..i wuld work late night at office, love my home in the same praportion but want to keep self-occupied coz searching for an unanswered..IF I LEFT THIS ALL BHIND, CULD i GET HER OFF MA MIND..i travel evry weekend to leave the pain behind but drive's out negative emotion with a eco of a sound..IF I LEFT THIS ALL BHIND, CULD i GET HER OFF MA MIND..then i realize, someone somewhere else always has it worse than wat we do..console my heart with abandoned dreams and still only one question unaswered..IF I LEFT THIS ALL BHIND, CULD i GET HER OFF MA MIND...one day my heart will stop beating and pumping ma pen will die hope with not a unanswered question IF I LEFT THIS....!!

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